Dec. 22nd, 2008

Ok so im going crazy in this house. I hate snow i hate this season i hate everything. i cant sleep i cant eat, this sucks ass. ive been surviving on coffee and tea, computer and tv. i feel like a automaton. Washer was froze, car was froze, feels like my life is froze. muffled sounds of whirling snow and fan of the computer. im trying not to spiral it is so fucking hard. distraction is the only way. i want to drink, i want to numb it all out. I was doing so good too. i figure i will just indulge in this post and move on. maybe chat. ya that will help me feel better i think. Just need to keep the distractions coming, thats all.