Jan. 7th, 2008

So well, ok this weeekend was odd. If i think im bipolar the person i live with has no poles to bi. lame joke i know but seriously i get snippeed at one second and something lovey the next its maddening. So i give at good as i get now and ooo im the grumpy one. You know im really starting to hate the grumpy comment. i fetl bad cause i jumped Garrett one day for calling me that, i felt bad for him but it highlighted the fact that im getting just a bit too tired of this. I was happy i got to go out on friday, even if it was with a bunch of guys playing D&D. Sorry Garrett no violins or anything. HEHEHE I got time to finish up all my books and get fucking bored this weekend. MArtin slept all day and played whatever all night on both saturday and sunday. ok so i feel cheated cause i wanted to do somehting but really did i expect anyhting to happen, no. So my annoyance should just fuck off. i got annoyed this morning cause we had a msg on the phone that the school would be two hours late and i wanted the tv but no even though he had it all fucking night he had to play just one more. i couldnt even get online because he is hogging that to play halo. yes that pissed me off. i fucking pay for that shit. im just so tired of this. i didnt bother to ask to go to the store and during out little play fights this morning i told him he can buy all the food since he doesnt help with the bills. to which i was told well maybe i will just move out, to which i said that is what i thought the money was for and tried to leave but he stopped me and wanted to be all lovey...fucking jackass. im going insane and he is driving me. wonder how richard would interprete this shit. wonder if i should even bother asking him. although im dying to know. whatever. prepare for the worst and hope for the best. only wise words ever uttered from pinhead. So for today its work, worry about my living room, then the chiro and worry about my money, then breaking in a new DR for Marlia. i got a busy day ahead of me and i need to try to be level in the head. wonder if that is possible.