May. 6th, 2009

listening to fullmetal alchemist music. trying to cleanse my mind of the crap its full of. unexpressed emotions are bulding up and threaten to choke me out. i can distract myself well but in the end nothing gets done..and it just cycles back...fucking stupid love songs every where. i figure this is what i deserve. empty nothingness. See now i dont even have time to indulge in this cause i need to be in a good mood for everyone else i come across today. i need a violent outlet.