Jun. 4th, 2008

why cant my ocd be normal...like washing my hands a few more times a day or something. Why do i have to sit a think till my freaking brain wears out aobut shit i cant change? Something tangible would be nice. locking the door, cleaning a room, organizing a cabinet, those would be nicer than this. at least at the end of those i can feel like i did something. not sitting her at work thinking of shit i cant possibley fix at the moment, let alone at any moment im not at work. fucking ridiculous and useless.