july7th 2009

so im back here to puke my guts out again. going back thru these logs its pretty evident that summer time is your favorite time of year. i just want to say that im trying to work and this shit is buggin me so much i cant work. this latest stuff is almost the end for me. the fact that my boyfriend doesnt want to have sex with me but gets caught making out with someone else...ya that kinda fucks me up here. Even my kids who live int he same house think we are just roommates. how pathetic is that. its like a neon sign that im just ignoring.